Author: calm mama

two pink lines

March 26, 2007 So today, I feel like the best kind of Looney Toon. I’m laughing, I’m crying, everything is beautiful, especially the wind and rain outside my office window on the green green spring plants and pink vining roses.…

not pregnant

I’m not pregnant. At least according to the pee-on-a-stick test I took this morning. And it’s funny, I don’t feel pregnant anymore. Could my mind have been THAT powerful? Really? Or could the ball of cells have just stopped dividing,…

knowing and not knowing, yet

If I’m not pregnant, then this is a mean case of PMS. Heartburn, breast tenderness. Bolted awake at 1:45 a.m. with the absolute certainty of it. I’ve only told four friends so far that this is even a possibility. One,…

how it began

Already, almost a week has gone by since our minds changed, and so much detail has been lost. These are the things I’ve noted: This morning I woke up to catching a glimpse of Scott’s red plaid flannel clad butt…